Jessthestrange's Journals

Stranger

Deep within my hungry soul raged a tormented beast
Who yearned for freedom, wings to fly; its moaning never ceased.
In darkest hours of sullen nights as shrouded as the dead,
Tears sprang up from my fragile wounds and drowned me in my bed.
I cried out in vain.
The beast won again.

A fingertip 'pon dampened cheek roused me, one night, from dream.
Although I feared another in my world, I did not scream
But rather gazed into these eyes that drew me to a sea
Embellished with angelic song. With wings spread, I was free.
The beast made no sound.
All sorrows had drowned.

Some kind of angel was this man who freed me from torment.
My wings alighted 'pon a blissful breeze his Love had sent.
No dread, no night, could haunt me now; I'd banished Loneliness;
All thoughts of fear, sad memories, now paled beside his kiss.

Entwined within my lover's arms I no longer fear the night.
He's given me the wind; he's opened up the cage. I've taken flight.
From high above majestic oaks, the world's a lonely place.
But all the hope I'll ever need rests in my lover's face.
This Stranger crossed my path one day...

The Endless Thirst

I awaken in my icy tomb,
Imprisoned by its walls.
I cry for you to set me free,
But no one hears my call.

Alone within the confines
Of this cold, damp concrete cell,
I find comfort in the darkness
Which shields me from my hell.

The pains of hunger eat at me.
My body's worn and weak.
I feel the stinging in my eyes
As a tear streams down my cheek.

Tinted with a tinge of red,
The tear stops at my lips.
I close my eyes and think of you.
Your light has been eclipsed.

I can almost taste your blood,
So rich and filled with life...
My teeth piercing your silky flesh
As if they were a knife.
The perfect drink - so warm and lush -
Would make me feel alive...
It's essence permeating me,

My immortal soul revived.
But alas it will not happen
For you are nowhere near.
I've waited countless days and nights
In hopes that you'll appear.

I pray someday it will come true,
And you will be my feast.
Until then, I must still remain
A lone, blood-thirsty beast.

The end finally!

Oh my god i cant believe about today... this moning i skip class because it wasnt important to go beside is the last day of class, vacations already start for me.So i woke up like i was in paradise hehe by myself in the large bed with a beautiful morning view,i felt so good and i didnt want it to get up from bed so i lay down fo a while then i put on some music and made some coffe. I keep with my music on and even more lauder yeahh! i danced around and felt like a queen!. It felt great to know that im not coming back to skool any time soon, that just rocks! and today i dont really know if im going out, my sis is a little bit depressed (life situations ): ) so i dont know if she wants to go out tonight...some of my friends did when out today but it was at 4:00 pm and i felt like it was very early to go out and i wasnst going to be ready by that time, so i missed that. a friend was about to get her eyetop pierced thats cool just like me hehe it probabily looks better on me hehe just kidding (or maybe not?)

hope to go out tonight i mean the night is young! yeahh!...

sweet sweet vacations! finally!...